正しく生きるという映画を観た。
最初、観賞チケットを買った時にビーフンをもらった。
映画が始まった。
なんだなんだなんなんだ。
映画が終わった。
ものすごい疲労に襲われた。
子どもへの虐待、暴力、窃盗、命を奪う行為、テロ。
こうやって文字化することでさえなんだかしんどく感じてしまうことが、
普段は新聞やニュースで間接的に触れることが、
日本列島のどこかでとか、世界のどこかの国でとか、とにかく自分からはかなり遠く離れたところでの出来事なんだと思い込んでいたことが、
これまで『正しくない』と認識していたことが、まあまあ狭い空間で、まあまあ近いタイミングで起こっていたのだから。
他人事であり、自分はおそらく生涯経験することはないはずだと確信していたつもりなのに、とてつもない生々しさを感じた。
そもそもどうしてこれらのことを、正しくないと認識しているのか。
誰かに教えてもらった記憶は多分ない。
自分から発する言葉のボキャブラリーが増えたことによるものなのか。
誰かの言葉や表情から、悲しみとか怒りを感受する能力が知らない間に身についていたのか。
うん、そういう自分だから、スクリーンの中の、自分が思う正しくないことをしている人たちのことを完全に否定することはできなかった。
とんでもない作品だな。
みなさんも機会があればぜひ。
正しく生きたい。
正しく生きるべきだ。
正しく生きなくてはならない。
正しく生きたくない。
正しく生きれない。
正しく生きる必要はない。
正しく生きてはいけない。
なんだなんだなんなんだ。
ビーフン、いつ食べようかな。
まつり
3/25/2015
3/24/2015
THE INFINITY DREAMS AWARD
I've been nominated for the Infinity Dreams Award by Becky! Thank you so much, I really enjoyed writing this post (it was a long way, though)!
Rules
1. Thank and follow the person who nominated you.
2. Give 11 facts about yourself.
3. Answer the 11 questions asked to you by your nominator.
4. Nominate 11 bloggers and ask them 11 questions.
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11 Facts About Me
1. The origin of my name is Gion Festival. Gion Festival is one of famous events in Kyoto.
2. I like listening to music. Especially western music. The Smashing Pumpkins, Muse and Dinosaur Jr. are my favourites.
3. I have a drivers license. But I've driven a car only once since I got the license when I was studying at uni.
4. I couldn't ride a bicycle until I was 12 years old.
5. I have a terrible headache. So I carry medicines for the headache when going out.
6. I'm a second hand clothes lover.
7. I don't like to wear white clothes.
8. I can't drink much (it doesn't mean I'm weak at alcohol.)
9. I didn't like English classes when I was studying at junior high school. I couldn't tell the difference between 'p' and 'q'.
10. I've been to Ireland and the UK. When I was 12 years old, my aunt took me to Ireland for trip. It was a great experience, but I didn't know where Ireland is at that time.
11. I'm planning to a long stay in Germany (using working holiday system.)
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Answer the 11 Questions Asked To You By Your Nominater
1. What did you dream for when you were a child?
I wanted to be a painter. My grandfather (he passed away when I was a high school student.) He often went travelling to Europe countries with my grandmother. He took a lot of pictures of landscape and then he was drawing while watching the pictures. I liked smell of paints. And his great works made me want to have trip to Europe countries like him.
2. Would you rather be able to read but not write or write but not read?
I think I like to write but not read. I might like to write short sentences like poem.
3. What is one thing you've always to learn?
There are many many things I don't know yet in the world. To learn foreign languages is the most interest things for me. I think to learn foreign languages is one of way of knowing things I don't know.
4. Have you ever had a diary?
When I was an university student, I often wrote a diary on mixi (mixi is one of SNS. It was more popular than facebook at that time in Japan.) A few weeks ago I met up with a friend from university. We read again each diary on mixi and laughed a lot at them!
5. What is the best film you've seen this year so far?
Knocking' On Heaven's Door. It's an old German film (1997?) Two young men (Martin and Rudi) who are the last stage patients get to know each other in a hospital room. They don't want to die in the hospital. Martin talks to Rudi that in heaven, people talk about the ocean. But Rudi has never seen the ocean so far. So Martin decides he wants to get Rudi to the ocean. And they decide to have fun during the last few days they may have to live... It's a simply great film. This is the film with unique story. They combine drama and comedy. The story makes me smile, but it's very deep inside I think. I got the DVD in March and I've already seen it for more five times! I have two different editions: German/English with
German/English subtitles and German/Japanese with German/Japanese subtitles. I'm glad that I caught some German words!
6. If you could only choose one food and drink for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Cheese cake and coffee. Because when I have them, I feel happy and relaxed...
7. What would you perfect working hours look like?
Early shift or late shift... Umm, it's a little hard to choose. When I work early shift I'm able to get free times from evening. And on the other hand, I'm able to sleep well until around 11 a.m. when I work late shift. My work shift and day off aren't regularly:'(
8. Who inspires you?
Of course Alexa Chung! She is my idol. I like the taste in her fashion and makeup look (I'm not wannabe, haha.) To read her book 'It' written in English and German is one of my goals.
9. What do you like to blog about the most?
When I write some posts for my blog, I feel like I'm spending my own time. To write in English is very hard for me but it's really fun to share with many people things I like.
10. Where would you go if you could live in any other country?
Germany!
11. What is the last song you've listened to?
Psycho by Muse. Finally they are back! Incidentally Today by the Smashing Pumpkins is my most favourite song:)
-------------------------------------------
11 Questions For You
1. Do you prefer watching film in cinema or in your room?
2. Tea or coffee?
3. What was (is) your favourite subject at school?
4. What is your favourite way to spend day off?
5. What cheers you up?
6. What is your favourite scent?
7. Do you prefer watching pictures (or films) in colour or in black and white?
8. What was the last picture you took with your phone?
9. Best moment of 2015 so far?
10. What is one thing you can't live without?
11. What do you think about Japanese culture?
I tag everyone who wants to do this TAG!
Matsuri
(Thanks for stopping by and reading! I love hearing your comments:) I'm not good at English! When finding mistakes in my English, will you correct them if you don't mind?)
Rules
1. Thank and follow the person who nominated you.
2. Give 11 facts about yourself.
3. Answer the 11 questions asked to you by your nominator.
4. Nominate 11 bloggers and ask them 11 questions.
---------------------------------
11 Facts About Me
1. The origin of my name is Gion Festival. Gion Festival is one of famous events in Kyoto.
2. I like listening to music. Especially western music. The Smashing Pumpkins, Muse and Dinosaur Jr. are my favourites.
3. I have a drivers license. But I've driven a car only once since I got the license when I was studying at uni.
4. I couldn't ride a bicycle until I was 12 years old.
5. I have a terrible headache. So I carry medicines for the headache when going out.
6. I'm a second hand clothes lover.
7. I don't like to wear white clothes.
8. I can't drink much (it doesn't mean I'm weak at alcohol.)
9. I didn't like English classes when I was studying at junior high school. I couldn't tell the difference between 'p' and 'q'.
10. I've been to Ireland and the UK. When I was 12 years old, my aunt took me to Ireland for trip. It was a great experience, but I didn't know where Ireland is at that time.
11. I'm planning to a long stay in Germany (using working holiday system.)
----------------------------
Answer the 11 Questions Asked To You By Your Nominater
1. What did you dream for when you were a child?
I wanted to be a painter. My grandfather (he passed away when I was a high school student.) He often went travelling to Europe countries with my grandmother. He took a lot of pictures of landscape and then he was drawing while watching the pictures. I liked smell of paints. And his great works made me want to have trip to Europe countries like him.
2. Would you rather be able to read but not write or write but not read?
I think I like to write but not read. I might like to write short sentences like poem.
3. What is one thing you've always to learn?
There are many many things I don't know yet in the world. To learn foreign languages is the most interest things for me. I think to learn foreign languages is one of way of knowing things I don't know.
4. Have you ever had a diary?
When I was an university student, I often wrote a diary on mixi (mixi is one of SNS. It was more popular than facebook at that time in Japan.) A few weeks ago I met up with a friend from university. We read again each diary on mixi and laughed a lot at them!
5. What is the best film you've seen this year so far?
Knocking' On Heaven's Door. It's an old German film (1997?) Two young men (Martin and Rudi) who are the last stage patients get to know each other in a hospital room. They don't want to die in the hospital. Martin talks to Rudi that in heaven, people talk about the ocean. But Rudi has never seen the ocean so far. So Martin decides he wants to get Rudi to the ocean. And they decide to have fun during the last few days they may have to live... It's a simply great film. This is the film with unique story. They combine drama and comedy. The story makes me smile, but it's very deep inside I think. I got the DVD in March and I've already seen it for more five times! I have two different editions: German/English with
German/English subtitles and German/Japanese with German/Japanese subtitles. I'm glad that I caught some German words!
6. If you could only choose one food and drink for the rest of your life, what would it be?
Cheese cake and coffee. Because when I have them, I feel happy and relaxed...
7. What would you perfect working hours look like?
Early shift or late shift... Umm, it's a little hard to choose. When I work early shift I'm able to get free times from evening. And on the other hand, I'm able to sleep well until around 11 a.m. when I work late shift. My work shift and day off aren't regularly:'(
8. Who inspires you?
Of course Alexa Chung! She is my idol. I like the taste in her fashion and makeup look (I'm not wannabe, haha.) To read her book 'It' written in English and German is one of my goals.
9. What do you like to blog about the most?
When I write some posts for my blog, I feel like I'm spending my own time. To write in English is very hard for me but it's really fun to share with many people things I like.
10. Where would you go if you could live in any other country?
Germany!
11. What is the last song you've listened to?
Psycho by Muse. Finally they are back! Incidentally Today by the Smashing Pumpkins is my most favourite song:)
-------------------------------------------
11 Questions For You
1. Do you prefer watching film in cinema or in your room?
2. Tea or coffee?
3. What was (is) your favourite subject at school?
4. What is your favourite way to spend day off?
5. What cheers you up?
6. What is your favourite scent?
7. Do you prefer watching pictures (or films) in colour or in black and white?
8. What was the last picture you took with your phone?
9. Best moment of 2015 so far?
10. What is one thing you can't live without?
11. What do you think about Japanese culture?
I tag everyone who wants to do this TAG!
Matsuri
(Thanks for stopping by and reading! I love hearing your comments:) I'm not good at English! When finding mistakes in my English, will you correct them if you don't mind?)
3/09/2015
TODAY'S MAKEUP- CAT EYE
My go-to makeup look is Cat Eye. It's cute and simple, but a little edgy...
I usually don't do eye makeup when I go to work. It was my day off today, so I tried to do cat eye makeup.
Cetaphil Moisturizing Cream works very well on my skin. It makes my skin good condition. http://murtsuriii.blogspot.jp/2015/02/winter-essentials-skincare-routine.html?m=1
I have some liquid foundations but basically I don't use them. I use Garnier Pure Active 2in1 Tinted Spot Roll-On to conceal acne and freckles. And then I use Shiseido Baby Powder as face powder. It's a colourless and it stays matte on my skin for hours. I'll use it summer season, too. (I don't use base makeup products with sunscreen nowadays. I'll have to reconsider about that for spring/summer.)
I finally found a bronzer which suits my skin colour- it's Rimmel Sunshimmer Bronzing Compact Powder in Light Matte. I love the soft matte bronzer and use this almost everyday. On the other hand, Rimmel Sunshimmer 3D Bronzer in 002 Light/Medium is a shimmering bronzer. I use it as highlighter.
Sleek Au Neturel Eyeshadow Palette is useful for daily makeup I think. Each colour is pigmented.
I used Rimmel Scandaleyes Eye Shadow Stick in 003 Bad Girl Bronze for waterline to add a little 'smokey' look.
Canmake Strong Eyes Liner is my favourite brown eyeliner at the moment. I think the brown looks decent with my eyes.
I applied Rimmel Extra 3D Lash Mascara onto my upper lash only two coats. I don't apply mascara onto my lower lash because my lower lash is too poor to apply it!
This time I chose natural colour- Essence Lipstick in 06 Barely There! for my lips because I wanted to focus on my eyes.
(I was going to upload this post on the 8 of March. But I didn't make it on time! I'm going to write about my eyebrow makeup some other time.)
What's your go-to makeup look?
Matsuri
(Thanks for stopping by and reading! I love hearing your comments:) I'm not good at English! When finding mistakes in my English, will you correct them if you don't mind?)
I usually don't do eye makeup when I go to work. It was my day off today, so I tried to do cat eye makeup.
Cetaphil Moisturizing Cream works very well on my skin. It makes my skin good condition. http://murtsuriii.blogspot.jp/2015/02/winter-essentials-skincare-routine.html?m=1
I have some liquid foundations but basically I don't use them. I use Garnier Pure Active 2in1 Tinted Spot Roll-On to conceal acne and freckles. And then I use Shiseido Baby Powder as face powder. It's a colourless and it stays matte on my skin for hours. I'll use it summer season, too. (I don't use base makeup products with sunscreen nowadays. I'll have to reconsider about that for spring/summer.)
I finally found a bronzer which suits my skin colour- it's Rimmel Sunshimmer Bronzing Compact Powder in Light Matte. I love the soft matte bronzer and use this almost everyday. On the other hand, Rimmel Sunshimmer 3D Bronzer in 002 Light/Medium is a shimmering bronzer. I use it as highlighter.
Sleek Au Neturel Eyeshadow Palette is useful for daily makeup I think. Each colour is pigmented.
I used Rimmel Scandaleyes Eye Shadow Stick in 003 Bad Girl Bronze for waterline to add a little 'smokey' look.
Canmake Strong Eyes Liner is my favourite brown eyeliner at the moment. I think the brown looks decent with my eyes.
I applied Rimmel Extra 3D Lash Mascara onto my upper lash only two coats. I don't apply mascara onto my lower lash because my lower lash is too poor to apply it!
This time I chose natural colour- Essence Lipstick in 06 Barely There! for my lips because I wanted to focus on my eyes.
(I was going to upload this post on the 8 of March. But I didn't make it on time! I'm going to write about my eyebrow makeup some other time.)
What's your go-to makeup look?
Matsuri
(Thanks for stopping by and reading! I love hearing your comments:) I'm not good at English! When finding mistakes in my English, will you correct them if you don't mind?)
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